how to handle my life

I am basically a person who loves the day being spent without realising it. But I am stuck in a life where I have to spend my life alone. I am also very lazy and I really need advice how to handle my life. I feel I do not have anyone to share with. If I speak to my husband who is posted very far away from where I stay or to my folks, everyone advises me that that's how life is and I really do not know what to do. I am always watching television not knowing what to do after getting up. I always chat on the telephone thereby expecting that people will call me and if they do not call, I feel disappointed. What should I do, I do not know, I have a small kid and hence cannot work. I have worked before, but at the cost of troubling everyone, who had to take care of my kid. So I really do not know how to kill my loneliness. I feel so dejected each day. I am always looking forward for someone to come and entertain me. As a result I ahve become a couch potato, just aimlessly watchign television and not doing anything. Somehow I do not enjoy cooking, cannot stick to any schedules, which I start. Can someone advice me what to do. I do not feel motivated to do anything. I am sure there are amny in this worl who face similar tribulations. I want to share my thoughts with someone who understands me and who guides me. Please is there anyone who can help me.